There have been a lot of changes lately. I will simply leave
it at that and talk about now. I am taking health very seriously now. I mean
thinking about it. Trying to not neglect, or think about my days in retrospect
(I should have ...). I have been thinking
about people and relationships, and appreciation for others and situations. I
am pretty young. I have time to enjoy everything and if I realize that, I will
love it all the more. I have been running and walking, with my eyes closed just
to think.
I was out of the office last week, on bereavement leave. The
time to myself and with family was very good for me. I have been crying but
also laughing. I visited an old friend at his house with his sweetie and there garden
spot in the middle of a rough city. I am making some homebrew and some
kombucha, and doing things that make me smile, and playing with the kids.
The photo is of one of the first houses that I lived in. I
lived there from when I was two until I was about ten years old. I shared a
room with my sister and had friends around. Now that neighborhood is full of
strip clubs. I recently visited a bunch
of houses that I grew up in. I think this one holds the most fun memories. I am
trying to think of the fond past, and concentrate on that.
I am sad right now, but I am going to be alright, and I am
learning a valuable lesson about appreciation, and doing what I feel to do.
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