Starting to begin

Stunts, a photo by Hamstocks on Flickr.

Talking to friends about hiring them to manage some home remodeling. The stress is real, but it feels like the projects may also soon be real. There is hesitation. Is this going to work out? Are we planning this project in the right order? Are we on the same page?

I spent a little time looking at radical fathering blogs, and thinking about that I should spend more time on how to be the parent that knows the right thing to do. Looking at the blogs didn't help except to make me feel like there aren't any really good fathering blogs out there. I probably should go to the archives of these and look at the first 6 months of posts, because those are probably the best. They seem to have run out of anything important to say. Like the business of being a blog has taken over.

I am having a new bout of insomnia. It has been three days since I have had a decent night's sleep. Which is too bad because I had gotten into a pretty good stretch at getting rest. Yesterday was the really sleepy day. Now it is just starting to feel normal... getting used to it. I am going to try and exhaust myself at the gym tonight and see if that does the trick.