I just noticed how long it has actually been since I posted
on here. I haven't forgotten about it, just pure neglect. I am too busy, I
suppose.
There is no going back, just looking ahead. Life is chunked
right now. I thinking about things in waves and work in fits. It is just how it
is. I have been working to not be idle and to reward myself by setting up idle
time. Tonight is drink wine and watch a movie night. I don't know what is going
on this weekend. Maybe we can have some fun and get a few things done. I would
like to work outside. We are having a little flea problem, and silently I am
blaming all of the leave and branches around for the problem.
I leave on Thursday on a cruise to Mexico. I am looking
forward to some relaxation. I don't think I have ever gone on a relaxation
trip. The entire goal is to get away from everything and relax. I have never
wanted that, and didn't really look forward to it until the tickets were
purchased. Now, I can't wait. Work stress, kid stress, life stress, all on
hold.
I convinced an old friend to move to Gainesville. I hope
that is not a mistake. What else was he going to do?
I am listening to this book on CD called the Happiness
Advantage, and I am really trying to
keep things light and positive, but sometimes.
The weekend has begun. It is time to get started.
